Bee It is illogical to obsess over things that cannot change.

These things are me. Nerdy Weird The future

Bee It is illogical to obsess over things that cannot change.

These things are me. Nerdy Weird The future

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00:06Theodore
Go to sleep baby.

00:06Me
i don't wanna

00:07Theodore
Do it.

00:07Me
why?

00:07Theodore
You're sleepy, that's why.

00:08Me
can you tell?

00:08Theodore
A little.

00:08Me
lol how

00:09Theodore
Just how your'e typing.

00:10Me
how am I typing?

00:10Theodore
Not as well as normal. Well I'm tired and I think I'm gonna go to bed.

00:10Me
ok

good niiight!

:D

00:11Theodore
Sweet dreams baby.

00:11Me
you too. :3

00:11Theodore
hugs

00:11Me
hugs

Labels: dair, wtf.

I hate everything. And I'm just angry. And hurt. Why are things so complicated? Long story short, Dair and I broke up and he's super nice and supportive and shit for a few days, now he's being a jerk and getting mad at me for no reason. What am I supposed to do? I don't ever bounce back within a week. My mind doesn't work that way. But I don't want to lose the best friend I've ever had in my life. I'm just upset because I want everything to go back to normal, as in how it used to be before we dated. No weird awkward feelings, no jealousy, just hanging out, having a good time and being ok in myself instead of feeling like ripping my skin off and running away, and not feeling like I'm doing something wrong in being sad and upset.

The only compulsion I'm getting is to start rebounding ASAP, and doing stuff with Phil casually like he suggested, or going a different route and finding someone else entirely. The only way I can stop liking someone is to start liking someone else. If I did that, would everything go back to normal? Would I love being around my best friend again? Or should I grin and bear it and wait?

Labels: dair, fail, guh, life, love

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